It’s 5 o’clock in the morning, I woke up feeling a kind of joy, delightful for no reason, just feeling happily alive. Normally, when I wake up, I always come immediately to reality, which day of the week is this, what’s on my to do list, etc.. But for the first time, I awoke just feeling so happy to be in my body, I can feel I’m enjoying my body, sensing, feeling, no thoughts at all, just pure lightness like a fairy. Then with no trouble I fell back to sleep.
It didn’t happen again the next day, as I was kinda anticipating and hoping to enjoy that blissful moment again, but it can only be met, not pursued, like the aurora lights.